April 2012
March 2012
Honestly, all I want from a friend is just for them to listen to me and be there to give me reassurance and not judge me. Because what ever I get myself into, it was my decision and choice to get involved since it just seemed like the right thing to do at the time.
So don’t sit there and judge me and tell me what kind of mistake I made. Just be a friend and be there for me when I need...
All I just need is myself and my pack of cigarettes.
Fly Far Away
If I could, I would just book several tickets to travel the world.
Because I think that will help me find myself again. As I am just going to indulge seeing beautiful cities, people and so many different things life can offer to me. I just want to be far, far away from everything until I’m ready to be back again.
You know it’s just that, I don’t even want to talk to you anymore. Before I used to stress myself out so much because I was trying so hard to just not have the urge to call you. Trying so hard to retain my self and keep my emotions in control. Now after everything that’s happened… God you just fucking pushed me away so far from you. So fucking far away where I’m just...
As I spend my time away from you and avoiding all of your calls, it helps me remember all of the things you did to hurt me.
Made me remember all of the times you were just never there for me like you promised to be, disrespected me, ridiculed me when I was struggling, and you just never knew my worth.
Fuck, I just woke up having a nightmare. I hate the feeling you get afterwards when your heart is just racing like crazy.
At this moment, I just feel like I just want someone’s attention and their warm affection. Just a simple warm embracing hug is what I need. Just someone to hold me in their arms while touching my head telling me that everything is going to be alright.
Everything between us just became too much to handle. It’s just beginning to be hard to stay because my feelings are changing. I never thought I get to this point but I’m getting so tired and decided to just give up. It’s so tiring trying to fight ways for you too stay all the time. I just gave up.
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe It hurts but it may be the only way
I love you but I’m letting go.
Don’t feel sad over someone who gave up on you. Feel sorry for them because they gave up on someone who would have never given up on them.
I just got to move on with my life. Stop lingering and clinging onto the past and just let things go. You just got to realize later on that things have changed so much and it’s not the same like it was in the past. I just hope I know what I am doing to myself. I just hope I am ready for anything that comes along.
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, myself and I
We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
It’s time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry
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