I was crying to him on the phone today and it’s just really rare for me to do that. Because the only times I actually do that is when I’m really breaking down inside and I can’t hold myself together. He listens to me when I’m crying with my bloodshot eyes, telling him what’s been going on that been bringing me down the past few days.

He just tells gives me the most blunt advice ever lmao Telling me he’s a fucking prick, a dick and a huge asshole for treating me like that. Just saying all this shit and omg made me laugh so much.

Then he tells me stories about him and his girlfriend that he has to go to her older brother’s wedding as one of the best man’s. He complains how he doesn’t want to do that shit LOL And he’s like telling me how he solved the problem about dreading to attend the wedding, because he said he’ll just go high and he’ll make it through the whole ceremony LOL

This fucking guy. I swear, I question why he’s my older brother but he did put a smile on my face today. But dude my eyes are so fucking bloodshot though omg LOL…